Saying Yes

Before I joined the community, I knew it wasn’t going to be easy. I knew I’ll have to commit and commitment is my worst fear- I honestly didn’t like committing myself because I know it’ll hurt otherwise. But it was for the Lord, I thought. Why would I be scared to commit and let Him use me to spread His kindness and words?

I never thought I’ll be this close to God. But I did.

I never thought I’ll commit and say yes to Him. But I did.

I never knew He’ll work wonders for my life. But He did.

The day of my youth camp was gloomy, it was cold and raining, and I honestly thought that it would be better to stay in bed and just sleep. But then I just saw myself packing things for the three days two nights camp, and suddenly, I was there. There were talks and sessions during the camp, I think I have listened to some, but probably slept at other talks (honestly). The camp was life changing and there I truly met the Lord, and know things about Him that I haven’t really known before.

Saying yes to Him was everything.

It was superficial. It was magical.

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Following Him and serving Him is never easy, but it will be surpassed because He provides. He always does.

Now, He’s giving me a task and I think I’m about to say yes to Him again. He’s given me another chance to know Him better. I am honestly having second thoughts right now but probably, I’ll say yes.


EDIT: Today was the training about the ‘task’ that I’m saying in this post. I’ve said yes. I did. And now I can’t wait to see what will happen in my life even more. 🙂

If you’re wondering what was the ‘task’– I’ve become a household servant. I’m no longer a member (I still am) but now it has levelled up. I will now arrange household meetings and such. 🙂

“If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.” – James 1:5

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